I was watching Gilmore Girls the other day and Rory was having dinner with her grandparents and a pastor and her grandparents made up dumb excuses to leave them alone together so the pastor guy could talk to her about how special her virginity is and blah blah blah. She told him she had already sailed that boat a long time ago and he was disappointed. He said she would have to give the man she married a sweater because she can't give him her virginity.
That made me realize that "oh shit, I'm gonna have to give the guy I marry a sweater". Not really, of course, but still . . . Would the wedding night really have been even extra special if I hadn't ever done it before? Or would it be the same as if I had, except for the fact that I would probably be a nervous wreck? I don't know. And I guess, I never will now.
But I'm not going to spend time worrying about it. I have enough to worry about without adding that to the list. What's done is done and there's no going back to undo it, so you just have to move forward, right?
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