I hate family drama

   So last month my mom and I got in a pretty big fight with my older sister and her
husband. Well, actually my whole family pretty much got involved in it. My mom and I just
said the most compared to everyone else.
  
   It was all pretty ridiculous and I didn't talk to them for over a month. I texted my sister a
couple of nights ago though and it was something I shouldn't have sent, though I meant
every word of it. Knowing I shouldn't have sent that text, I called my sister the next night
and told her I realized I shouldn't have sent it and I was sorry but it was how I felt and I
wasn't apologizing for saying it, just for sending it.

   If it's how I feel and I was going to tell her, I should have called her instead of texting it
to her. But anyway, I called and apologized for sending it and she talked to me for a
minute then passed the phone to her husband. I want nothing to do with him ever again.

   He apologized for the things that he said to me and for losing his temper and now it's like they think everything is normal between us again.

   I've got news for them: It's NOT.

   Our relationship won't ever be the same again. I lost all respect for them. I still don't want to talk to them. I especially do not want to talk to him. They have no idea how
those things that he said to me, effected me. I was angry. I was hurt. And I was
humiliated. If you make me cry, then you know you've really upset me because I don't cry
unless it's over sad books and movies.

   I trusted them and told them things I thought they would never tell anyone and then we
got in a fight and they yelled it in front of everyone. No, I do not trust them any longer.
It's going to be a really long time before I ever trust them enough to tell them secrets
again . . . if I ever confide in them again.


   We are not okay. They need to realize that I can't just put that all behind me. They can't
come into my home and disrespect my mother and me and then expect everything to be
okay when they apologize to me. No, they need to apologize to my mother. And even when they do, things still won't be okay. Not for a very long time.